After all of these years I am still trying to understand the meaning of life. I've spent the past few months preoccupied with much of my past and wondering how I would redo things if I had the chance. There are ample improvements to be made if I could just rewind the clock. I have been trying to pin point and map out the decisions I made that had the biggest impact on my life, and to my dismay some of them were made spontaneously while others taken too lightly. You know you can worry yourself sick over things that you can't change. Although this exercise of looking in the rear view mirror has taught me how to better focus on the future.
